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He was dearer to me than my own father 

I was very close to him.  He was dearer to me than my own father.  I left the house as a young boy, I was eighteen years old.  With John Paul II I spent almost the entire pontificate, from 1981 until his death.  Especially for the last ten years, I’ve seen him literally every day.  Maybe not every day I talked to him, but I was very close, a few meters from him.  I worked on the terrace and he walked, prayed, prayed the Rosary.  

The last time I met him was literally three days before his death, Father Stanisław brought him upstairs in a wheelchair.  He was already suffering a lot.  And, when I was then given the opportunity to go and bow to him in the Clementine Hall on Sunday morning, after his death, something squeezed my throat.  Before my eyes I had hundreds of images from the roof of the palace and his jokes, and in my ears I had his low, full of energy voice.

Magdalena Wolińska-Riedi “It happened in the Vatican”

Znak Publishing House. Kraków 2020

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